Poems of pain and sorrow – pagina 2

Another disillusioned day has past, how long will this last? I think soon, the devil has a new task, he will control me and make me blast I'll shoot myself with my gun, with my face towards the sun this voice inside telling me I'll never have a son and the only thing I wanna do is run run away from the pain but its bound with me like I chain my life is similar like the rain so many tears that I shed I wanna sleep and never get of my bed cuz I don't want to feel sad oh I wished someone could make me glad but no there is just more pain instead my dreams vanishing in thin air I'm slipping away and I don't care oh god this isn't faire my eyes closing feeling the wind in my hair my heart deserves better I'll never get what I deserve cuz god you cant change what you wrote in that letter. my last image in my head is when I saw her and turned red I will always love her now I'm falling on the floor hoping the lord guides me to heavens door I hope you won't keep me lying on the floor here I come lord your angel, don't close the door! Written by Domenico G.

Can't even remember when I took my last cigarette So I'll smoke another one Everyone is trying to tell me something But I don't here them My head is with you Far, far away. Have I been too hard on you? I can't remember Are you mad at me? I can't say All I want is you to call me To let me know you're doing okay. I hear your voice in my head, over and over again Disappointed, and a little surprised Can you really blame me? Then why am I feeling guilty? You act like you can't trust me Although you know you can Am I really your friend? Or do you see me just like some girl? I know how I see you Like someone who means so much to me. I hear your voice in my head, over and over again Disappointed, and a little surprised Can you really blame me? Then why am I feeling guilty? I wish I knew how to reach your mind I wish I knew how to tell you I'm sorry You are my whole world Nothing compares to you If I could, I would leave with you To a place where we are the only two to exist I hear your voice in my head Disappointed, and a little surprised I've been sick about your acting Let me know how you really are And still you're everything to me Written by Confused

I used to think it was over Both, Our friendship and my love But I forgot the cuteness of your smile The way you make me laugh The color of your eyes And the smell of your hair But now I remember I guess I'll never get you out of my head The way we talked Without any tension Just so relaxed I forgot how I loved you I thought it was over But now I know it isn't Maybe you're the one Who knows Maybe you're going to hurt me again I guess I'll just have to wait and see For now I want to be with you I want to love you I want you to make me smile again I want to keep feeling the butterfly's inside of me Maybe it's just for a while But it's worth it Some time ago I told myself to forget you But I simply can't I just have to see your smile Or your eyes Then I'm sold All handed over to your heart And you'll stay forever in mine Baby, I want to kiss your lips Hold you in my arms Maybe Someday My dream comes true The dream of you and me Together The way it was today So calm, so relaxed That's the way I want to keep you in my heart Not the way it used to be The silences in our conversations The way you acted to me So attached You've hurt me so bad with that But the doubt ness left my heart today You're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with Maybe that's the way you feel it too And if not.. I'll be the one where you can cry with The one who will listen to your sorrows So, please, If I'm not the one for you Then let me be your friend An important person in your life I don't want to forget you Live my life without you You're the one I really care for Not just a crush You have whole my heart You can do with it whatever you want But please, don't hurt me Because I do care for you Let me know if you need me I'll be there No matter what Written by Confused