Beautiful poems

(11 September) If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and a kiss and call you back for one more.. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word so I could play them back day after day.. if I knew it would be the last time I'd could spare any extra minute, to stop and say" I love you" instead of assuming you would know I do.. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.. For surely there's always tomorrow, to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right.. There will always be another day to say "I love you", and certainly there's another chance to say our "anything I can do"? But just in case I might be wrong and today is all I get I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget.. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone young or old a like and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.. so. if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? for if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day so. hold your loved ones close today and whisper in their ear, tell them how much you loved them and that you'll always hold them dear.. Take time to say" I'm sorry", "please forgive me", "thank you", or "it's ok" and if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today! Written by Sandra R.

Always thought your promise was for life. I did not think that I would hear you say goodbye. And I always heard you led another life. I doubted every time. I guess my love was blind. Because in my eyes love was always something magical. But the feeling is so tragic... And all I know is in love the thing that I want most I can't posses. There's only emptiness. Written by Jessie

Why do people lie, They are pretending, misunderstanding, they say they love you, but faking it all. Written by Saskia

Thanks for everything you taught me Thanks for speaking my mind freely Thanks for listening to what I've to say Thanks for getting me through another day Thanks for supporting me Thanks for loving me Thanks for lending me a hand Thanks for being my friend Thanks for your honesty Thanks for letting me show the deepest part of me Thanks for letting me know you will be there Thanks for letting me know that you care Thanks for the time we've spent Thanks for the things you've said Thanks for believing in me Thanks for the cups of tea Thanks for your patience Thanks for our phone-conversations Thanks for the music in my heart Thanks for giving me a fresh start Thanks for seeing me through Thanks for saying I love you Thanks for learning my boy to drink from a straw Thanks for putting my feet back on the floor Thanks for the necklace you gave to me, it means a lot to me Thanks for the secrets you save for me Thanks for your advice Thanks for melting my ice Thanks for letting me go Thanks for letting me flow Thanks for learning me to relax Thanks for having great sex Thanks for crying in your arms Thanks for giving me shelter in your warmth Thanks for the places we've been Thanks for the things we've seen Thanks for giving me inspiration Thanks for your dissuasion Thanks for your shoulder to lean on Thanks for bringing me "home" Thanks for your clarity Thanks for your objectivity Thanks for some of my dreams Thanks for some of my fantasies Thanks for your hugs and kisses Thanks for opening on to some of my wishes Thanks for sharing my thought with you Thanks for the things we do Thanks for reading my minds eye Thanks for not telling me a lie Thanks for understanding me Thanks for not hurting me Thanks for the butterfly's Thanks for making me high Thanks for the memories we have Thanks for the laughs Thanks for crossing my path Thanks for your love Thanks for whatever the future brings Thanks for not putting me on strings Thanks for making me bloom Thanks for getting me over the moon Thanks for letting me into your life Thanks for not taking the dive Thanks for being a light Thanks for anything I forgot to write Thanks for your trust Thank you so much Written by Nina

Is it because they won't understand a word of what we say That thousands of people had to pay What has become of the word humanity Or is his meaning already lost and gone in some other crazy reality Written by Fairy

There are really two sides of you ... the you that people expect you to be and the you that you really are. Be you! Written by Daphné

For so long I have lived in a misery, hit the bottom of the sea That is how I felt all of the time, until you chose and set me free Living into a bottomless pit, experiencing the meaning of being down You should have treated me like your queen, instead you stole my crown Time was ticking, pain was increasing, I denied to see my fears Your arrow flew right into my heart, ripped it apart and burst out in tears But now a days I learned to accept the truth, learned to open up my eyes I notified I'm getting stronger in this fight, amazing as it is the pain dies You had the key to open up my door, sounds strange but that's where it all begins For that I can never thank you enough because baby, you gave me a pair of wings Written by Carmela

Lost a very special person in my life again, an other lesson learned Maybe its better for me to change my strategies or else I will get burned I already expected this pain would return and now its confirmed In my mind I cant handle the struggles, maybe its better to give in All I ever wanted was somebody to share my feelings, to give my loving Just like everybody else I just want to be kept warm or is that a sin? Over and over I keep on wondering where I went wrong Or was this lesson for me meant to be all along I just know you've turned your back on me and you're gone There's nothing I can do about it, just sitting here crying thru the dawn Just tell me what to do, I swear I will do my very best It wasn't because of all the money, not even about the sex I don't want to see how this wonderful fairytale ends My conscious dumped me in the cold, ain't got nothing left but regrets Written by Carmela

Sometimes you just have to let out the pain inside At night when your anger and fears arrives Don't you doubt a second to let it out and cry When you accomplish your mission and you realize That you never even thought you could have so much pride You'd get down on your knees & thank God, because you got nothing to hide But for now the road seems so long to return back at home Always keep the faith in the Lord, when you think you're all alone At that moment Hell be there for you when things goes wrong If you think that you are at the end, He remembers you to hang on From now of on I'm trying to catch this flight heading that warm place But it is not as easy as you have read, because there are several ways So every now and then, I take some time for the Lord and say my grace I am sensing this great power, and I just wait for this glorious day Written by Carmela

Now I m here again Looking back Feeling great Feeling sad Filled with warmth All the friendship Filled with cold Knowing the moment 's over again Knowing it will be a long time Till we will ever share another Moment like that But GOD, it was great Just the way I had been Dreaming of it for so long Never knew 2 days Could ever make me so happy But it was not Time that made me feel So very good It was And still is A very special someone Now we re apart again She over there Me over here Miles away With nothing but the web To keep contact How does she do it? Move on? Not looking back on great times Not trying to live it over and over again How do you move on All I want is to go back Back to the wonderful dream For real... Written by Flynn

If you ever find your angel follow her, don't let her disappear, don't let her fly away Written by Flea

I'm lying on my back, when I look up I see stars. I see one of them fall, a wish comes next. Will it come out or won't it, who can say. Still lying there as a dead body, not moving a muscle. I see the moon fade away slowly, the stars are left alone. Another star falls, to reach infinite fall of heaven. At that moment I close my eyes, to never open them again. Written by Ruud Geerdink

I'm looking to the moon, time stands still. I can't make a move, everything's frozen. When I try to move, I feel pain deep inside. I try to get it out, but I failed myself. Is this the end of the beginning. Written by Ruud Geerdink

Can't you see. Heaven is a lie. Capture me I'm going to die. Set me free. Heaven is a lie. Punish me. I don't want to die. Don't you feel. Heaven is a lie. I won't kneel. I rather die. Written by MoonFlame

Eternal is not the moon That shines over me at night Eternal are not the stars That twinkle next to it so bright Eternal is not the wind That blows softly in my face Eternal is not the sun Eternal wont be anything or place But if nothing is eternal If it's just a stupid lie Than why can I still not understand That sometimes, we have to say goodbye Written by Juudje86

My love hides secrets Secrets from me Little does he know... Those secrets I've seen Acts of betrayal My heart does weep Trust now tethered Encrypted and discrete Burned by deception I dare not say... Painfully wounded He tries to speak... He hides secrets Secrets from me Smooth come back But bruised belief. Written by Audrey

What are we really But flesh and bones Nothing more or less But still we want to be more Why this drive to become gods Is that really what we want Isn't living and dying enough Why spend eternity doing nothing But helping ourselves Than one lifetime Of making a difference To some one else Do we even deserve to exist If we live for our ego's Why do we exist If not to make a difference Or at least show we care Not about us, but someone else Written by Negas

Destined to always be alone I dream of a girl to love But reality is not so kind If love can only exist in your mind So you struggle to change your fate But all you get in return is hate No one cares how you're feeling inside So you stay hidden in the night Where no one knows who you are Or asks how you've sunk this far But still I dream of a better time When people don't consider me slime A time after this curse has gone And I can finally love someone Written by Negas

Yearning to be loved Yearning to feel It's all pointless If it isn't real Without feelings You've got nothing to share Without emotions This path leads nowhere Unable to feel Unable to care Why do I fight If no one is there Why should I care I've got nothing to lose Forced to take a path Because I couldn't choose Written by Negas

That's all I know Nothing inside telling me what I am Nothing showing me what I could be Just a void in an endless life A blank page in a written book It acts just like a black hole Sucking up everything I know Always leaving me empty and alone Never leaving me stuff to know Not letting me live for a goal Not letting me get to know my soul Always unknowing who I am Never becoming what I could be Written by Negas

Unloved and unseen by the world All I am is alone With no one to care for My heart turns to stone Not a tear or a word Can explain how I feel All I really know is that My heart is impenetrable like steel With nothing to feel But loneliness and pain It's no wonder That a man will go insane Written by Negas

Walking in an endless night Struggling to hold on The dark keeps me strong The light burns me away My will pushing me on another day Trapped between two lives One of happiness, the other one of strife Stuck in a painful situation Awaiting my overdue salvation An endless fight to believe I will one day be released of all this grief With only hope to fuel my escape I fear I'll be squashed like a grape No one who believes I'll make it out For some reason I have no doubt A new day is coming for me Giving me the power to be I'll break my confining chains I WILL release myself from these pains With my freedom returned to me It's only faith that set you free Written by Negas

Tormented by my past I walk my path alone An endless road of pain Leading me from all that's known Taking me into a night so dark Swallowed by an unholy force I face a world by myself Filled with only anger and hate No one can feel my pain Nor can they understand why Sometimes your feelings die So with nothing to share But my undying pain Should I care about them They should feel the pain Like only I have felt it Losing your humanity It only shows one thing If pain has a face I'm sure it is mine Written by Negas

Each passing day brings love and hatred We will love, hate, judge, and rergret things And sometimes it's just to painful to endure So we punish ourselves and others by bringing negativity There are so many ways in life we find to enforce it Some people know how to validate their feelings And understand respecitively how to treat others There are those who have anxiety and act differently They will enforce pain on themselves for mistakes they have made In reality is unrealistic in another persons eye They dont know how to deal with pain and understand their feelings So they turn on themselves and rely on food to release their emotions Some binge and binge and feel guilty afterwards But do nothing to control their weight so they gain They are not happy but now food dependency is uncontrollable There are people who purge food to rid their body of excess particles The guilt sends them on their knees and enduce vomiting They feel better and have no shame But in reality they are unhappy and ashamed Their brain takes over and tells them when their next cycle will be It may be for release of pressure, anxiety Or how now its consistant in their life and unvoluntary Its automatic and it comes up evey meal People start to notice the symptons and the effects it's taking And they are nieve and afraid that someone they love Are enforcing pain and now its out of control Written by Paula Cabral

I'm seeing a bird flying in the sky I look at him It's a pigeon....a white one A bird just like a married couple So happy so peaceful I want to be with him For the rest of my life And flying over the world That bird makes me so happy Written by Meggie

My little elf. Don't look sad, your pretty face wasn't made for that, Walk the waters like once before. Don't hold greef anymore. Your blue eyes, sparkle with pride. Why do you keep turning them aside? You stare in the shadow, in the dark of the night. You know it ain't right. You are drawn to the worst. You step in the deep, Now your eyes are staring, never able to blink again. My little elf, Took the wrong turn. Love what you have, want no more Written by Fabienne

Some days are cloudy and gray and it seems as if the rain is chasing all your dreams away While other days are bright and sunny making you feel as though the feats you can accomplish are many On this particular day I have but one wish coming your way..... I hope you have a wonderfully nice day! Written by Unknown

..... I wish I could fly, high in the blue sky. Between the birds, where nothing hurts. So I can touch the stars at night, so I can sit with angels side by side. and bring peace in every hart that needs to learn, and let bad things that ever happen burn. Written by Caramia

Life is like a Cardgame! You get dealt a Hand and you play this hand the best you can. Either you win or you Lose, it doesn't matter because you always know that there will be a next Hand. Written by The Jester

I want to run away... never say goodbye... I won't to know the truth, and wondering why I want to know the answers, no more lies I want to close the door, and open up my mind!!! Written by Sandra R.

Never, never say I love you if you really don't care Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there Never hold my hand if you are going to break my heart Never say you are going to if you don't plan to start Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie Never say hello if you really mean good bye If you really mean forever Than say you will try to never say forever Cause forever makes cry ! Sent by Meggietje

I'm happy, I'm in the mood. When I see your name on the screen, I feel so good. We share our feelings, And we make fun. When I'm in a dip, I think of you and see the sun. Written by Tezcatlipoca_6

All I believe in is faith. In this world of trouble, I'm not afraid. There are things you can never know, you are just like someone else, in this world below. War and outrages, that's what's happen now Is everybody happy now?! With war and outrages you can not solve something! But still I'm not afraid, in this world of trouble. All I believe in is FAITH!! Written by Jeske Siemons

Though Morning is still well asleep The Goddess wakes and starts to weep Her tears disturb thee, Mirror deep As I gaze into thee But wrinkles make it hard to see And only stars reflect in thee But somewhere in there needs to be The hidden side of me I spent a day at Mirror kneeled But still thou kept my soul concealed Which without thee cannot be healed Therefore I start my plea Oh Mirror deep I want for me To find my true identity So show me what I cannot see The girl inside of me For somehow I feel not complete A stranger to myself indeed To find my soul is what I need To be able to be The glinting surface then revealed What always had been well concealed And Mirror's words removed the shield That hid the inner me Oh creature, thou shall not in me But in thyself find clarity Turn to thy heart and set it free Just open up and see A change in me, a changing breeze A whisper lingers in the trees The Goddess' tears now find their peace A new tranquility As if I woke from hazy dreams Outside and in me dawn it seems The sun enlightens with its beams The answer: I am me Written by Steffie

With memories of years before She goes her way looking at things that she should ignore Eyes of tragedy Scared of the things that are yet to come Searching for the safety, looking for the promise Reaching out for love and comfort Dreaming of Death, wishing to fade away She is the queen of the lost souls She is the mother of all sorrows Wife of the lonely tears Sister of the broken heart She wants to fly away She awakens in a night of darkness Her white eyes shining in the silky moonlight Her tears glittering like diamonds on her soft skin Her hunger for passing will never be answered For she is the queen of the lost souls She wants to suffer no more desires to be one with Mother Earth With grace she'll throw herself off a cliff Or drown in a sea of silent fantasy But she will never rest 'cause she is the queen of the lost souls and forever she will be! Written by Nathalie Rozenveld

It seems so easy beginning with an end How could you expect me to turn into a friend I can feel a strange feeling down my spine When I think of the thought that you're not mine Maybe it is just the way it should be Although it doesn't seems like that to me I just wished I'd wake up from this nightmare It really tears me apart but I don't think you'd care I can't believe you packed your bags and you're gone My bed is turning into a fridge, while it shivers in my backbone Written by Carmela

I'm running thru a field full of daisy's in the grass Fresh air against my face, seeing things from the past The harder I run across the field, the more lost I seem to be The further I run, the more I'm getting nowhere or maybe it is just me I am running with the maximum speed without a goal While my deepest thoughts are flowing from mind to soul I want to run until I catch up with the orange horizon So now I've got to watch out for the obstacles to come I refuse to look backwards it would just hold me up So I keep on running towards the nowhere, to find my luck Written by Carmela

Every day we wake up and live our lives And each second of a minute a person dies Still we don't stand still by the things we do Can someone tell me why we go, I don't have a clue Our Lord is the One who points out when to go And when the time comes our body leaves our soul I hope I can say without a doubt that I have passed my exam And Vie showed my beloved ones how to pass them Every day for us is just another ordinary day But maybe tomorrow Imp not standing here but imp far away Written by Carmela

I finally came to realize, that you're no longer mine That it won't be me, on who you will be spending your time I thought I was prepared, but I guess I was wrong, I'm struggling with my feelings, but I have to be strong. You and your girlfriend..strange because she isn't me. Confused because I don't even know if I want to be. Time will heal my wounds, at least, that's what they say. So I'll wait for time to go by, soon, I'll be ok. Written by Nathalie Rozenveld

One dark night she ran away Over the hills, she didn't want to stay She ran from the pain, from the tears in her heart The tears that she cried because her love fell apart An impossible love, but she could not accept. Now she is drowning in the dark pool of death. Swimming and crying but there is no other side She's looking and searching for someone to be her guide Drowning and praying for some kind of cure She keeps thinking about the one that once loved her But he's far away and will never know And she'll never tell, 'cause she's afraid to show She falls asleep in the arms of Death, with His silent kiss he takes her final breath. Now she's in heaven, but she still remembers the pain The pain that left a scar on her soul, that one dark night in the rain Written by Nathalie Rozenveld

She is the One who is there for your sorrow She is the One who you can count on for tomorrow When you are afraid to cry out your tears She'll be the One who leers you to strengthen up against your fears She is the One who holds your hand tight when your in pain She is the One who symbolizes your umbrella in the rain When you are all alone standing in the dark She'll be the One who tell you things that lightens up your heart She is the One who learns you how roll She is the One who feeds your inner soul When you are out of inspiracy She'll be the One to open your eyes and see all the other opportunities The word she is so wonderfully So pure, this can't be nothing else then feminity On her all of our lives rely She is so peacefully as a butterfly. Written by Carmela

As I'm standing in a forest that's captured by the moonlight, trying to find my way out. Running and running, surrounded by darkness as all lights are fading away. Strange voices and sounds around me, walking around scared and helpless. I trip over a tree-trunk, my head smacked against the ground. My eyes notice a light, it is a bright white shining. I'm trying to open my eyes but I fail, eternal sleep has come. Written by Ruud Geerdink

An angel has glory and grace. She is stronger than the human race. But what shall I do? Do I look like an angel to you? Even when I’m fallen down? And I’m knowing in this town? Written by MoonFlame

I know it's late But I have to tell you how I feel I know I love you but I hurt you as well I toughed I was in love with an other gay I toughed I couldn't live without him But I was mistaking Since I looked in your eyes Everything is going wrong I just think about you every hour of the day And miss you more every minute I spent apart of you I toughed I knew what I wanted But than you came around And turn the world upside down Since I took a look in your eyes I'm floating on the rhythm of love Since I know you, my life has turned around I feel now what I should have felt a long time ago Now I know there 's hope Hope to life, to love and hope for a return. Written by Just a Girl

My desires flow freely Letting me now what I want Showing me things That are important to me But what I need most Is never revealed to me It lingers in the shadow Waiting for your light To set me free But for now I must wait and see What fate has in store for me It is not love or happiness Just pain and despair Tormented by everything I see All this happiness and love It just really sickens me Why is it just for them What have I done wrong Being punished like this There is no greater pain The only hope I have left Is for you to take it all away Written by Negas

We all need something A goal to achieve A level to reach A reason to be A destiny is what we have But can we choose to accepted Are we ready to deal Knowing we might fail But if we do mess up Was it part of a plan Did we do what we could Not having a choice Or did we decide But decisions have consequences If what we did wasn't right What happens then But without choice Nothing we do is wrong It happened for a reason And could not go any other way So why do we insist to believe That we are truly free Written by Negas

I'm wandering, on a cold and lonesome road My destination, anywhere but home This world has a lot to show When you have nowhere to go Some people have a lot to tell you If you open up and let them know you You can learn how to bake a bread Or they can help you clear your head Show you things that you did not see Or tell you there is a place to be So you end up back on the road again My goal, just to find you, but until then My thoughts are with you and me In eager anticipation of the day we meet Just one thing in my life to do To find you, and your pretty eyes of blue Written by Negas

A feeling has started to grow deep inside How good do I know myself and why do I hide Why avoid the pain you get anyway Why pretend nothing's wrong day after day Why try holding your own Why not fight till the truth is shown Why am I always the target for pain Why not just put a hole in my brain Suffering is what I can do in hell Why hurt me in this fleshy shell Feelings can be pushed aside Emotions are easy to hide So why play defense when you know you can win Or is the price you have to pay the ultimate sin Or is it a tool to show you what I can Are you training me to be a mystery man Turning me into something I could be The ultimate strongest version of me Written by Negas

As I wake up everyday I hope you come take my pain away Being alone these cold and sleepless nights Life without you is a horrible fright My dreams have always one thing to say Telling me to find you to take the emptiness away The hole in my soul, is driving me mad Making me do things I can't regret Sometimes I feel the need to cry But then something deep inside Forces me to fight these fears And burns away all the falling tears Tormented by this horrible sight I search for you with all my might Although finding you is so very hard Heaven and hell can't keep us apart Until then I walk these abandon streets Waiting for the time we meet Written by Negas

Tears on my shoulder, they are wide awake. When they come from my eyes, spreading among my face. I won't let it stop: because they are worries Worries about myself, and my personality. Myself is everything, when I die. I just wonder if angels would cry. I want to see myself in front of my eyes. Without a mirror, that's my wish before I die. Written by *Spiritual* **Merel**

StrawberryScars on my body. Hurting myself so I won't hurt you. You must be thankfull. Written by *Dramaqueen*

What are we doing here Nothing we do is good Everything is cold and dark We're desperate We can't live this life We don't belong here We're dead So what are we doing here Tell me.. Written by *Dramaqueen*

Dead is not the real word The word is better Away You still alive But your body feels so ill So dead So close Away from this world You've self made this choose You would not be here with me You better when I am dead But if you read this letter Please be sad! Written by Sien

Senna, did you know that God put angels on this earth? the world is full of sin and these angels have to clean the dirt. you probably didn't notice cuz you were always to focus you are an angel, a saint your deeds will never faint. you did alot 4 the peoples and you didn't even know you did alot 4 me cuz you made my dream grow. and you make my heart glow. you and me are the same we both don't want the fame we just want to achiev and like to see how they wright our victories in inkt itz just in our blood itz our instinct everytime I saw you in that car driving everyone was driving you were different you were flying. I'm trying to find your footsteps in the sand itz hard to find them and I will, this will never end cuz I finally understand YOU and RACING and what you were facing. I'm done with collecting my things I finally found my wings now I have my eyes closed leaning against the wall, i'm done now there is only one thing to do to be nr one. Senna, I will never forget you, your death is tragic but you know what? we will never forget that you were MAGIC. Written by Domenico G.

4 better 4 worse 4 good 4 bad 4 now 4 ever 4 you 4 me 4 us Written by The Jester